Your friends might have grown and accomplished in their business and career journey but you are growing in ways that I believe are far more important. You are showing growth in self-awareness. Not everyone is aware of self. Showing self-awareness and self-reflection is an achievement in itself because you're on the path of knowing who you are, what you like, etc. You seem pretty young so that's amazing. It takes some people years until they can achieve this trait. A job can be gone tomorrow but your knowledge of self will forever be with you.